Greetings from an urban Inuk: Here's how I celebrate my name and identity

This First Person column is written by Tama Fost, who lives in St. John's. For more information about CBC's First Person stories, please see the FAQ.

Ullukut ilonnasi. Tamauvunga — good day all of you. I am Tama.

I was born and raised in downtown St. John's. My settler dad, Fred, was from Millertown, N.L., while my Inuk mom, Charlotte, is from Hopedale, Nunatsiavut (north coastal Labrador).

Although I'm a Newfoundlander and Labradorian, I am the first generation of my Inuit family lineage to have been born and raised in a city — a first-generation urban Inuk, if you will.

A person's name is an identifier — inwardly, as well as externally to others and the community to which they belong. After the arrival of Moravian missionaries in Nunatsiavut, traditional Inuit names faded and began to reflect biblical and Westernized names, although it is still common to name a newborn after a family member or loved one. The term atitsiak is used to acknowledge the revered relationship shared between two individuals.

So what's in a name, exactly, and what significance does naming and atitsiak hold to Inuit? I will get to that, but first I would like to share a little about my name.

I was born in the mid-1980s, and I am told I was a few weeks old before my parents agreed upon a name. For the nameless weeks, I was simply called "the baby." Eventually they decided on Tama Stephanie Margaret: Tama after my anânsiak (maternal grandmother), Stephanie because they liked the name, and Margaret after my dad's youngest sister, who passed away as a baby.

I was baptized Tama. However, my parents raised me as Stephanie, and this was my primary name until I became a mother.

My anânsiak was born and raised in Hopedale with Inuktitut as her first language. She gave birth to 12 children, eight of whom survived and were raised in Hopedale with her husband, Natan — my atâtsiak (grandfather). While raising my mom and her siblings, my anânsiak worked as a cook and nurse's aide. She was kind and quiet and, like many Inuit women, she had an insurmountable knowledge of genealogy and lineage. You needed only to say a person's name, and she would be able to tell you who their parents were, who their parents' parents were, and who their parents' parents' parents were. And from my earliest memories with her, she always lovingly called me atitsiak.

As a small girl, I didn't know or hear much Inuktitut unless I was at my grandparents' house in Happy Valley-Goose Bay, N.L. I sort of just assumed that atitsiak meant "grandchild," but I remember asking my mom at a young age why Anânsiak only called me atitsiak. She told me that atitsiak can be loosely translated to mean "namesake."

As I grew, I learned that atitsiak is more than merely sharing a name. It is much deeper, complex and spiritual. Like many aspects of Inuit culture and spirituality, atitsiak is neither linear nor one-directional. It is a term my anânsiak could call me, and a term I too could call her.

There is an element of sharing and reciprocity wherein names are inherited from one or more generation to another. When a baby is named after their grandfather, the parent might lovingly call the baby atâtak, which means "father," or ittok, which means "old man."

Some believe the baby will inherit similar characteristics of the older individual, especially when the elder has passed away. Because there is an inheritance of personality characteristics, it's almost as though there is a migration or continuance of spirit. The child must give honour and reverence to their atitsiak and the importance of namesake relationship.

When I became a mother I felt a sense of urgency in deepening my connection, exploration and celebration of my Inuit roots. I started spending more time with the urban Inuit community and began learning some Inuktitut, drum dancing and throat singing. If I did not honour my Inuit roots, I feared my future grandchildren would lose even more Inuit culture, knowledge and spirituality than what was lost between my anânsiak's generation and mine. In the early days of motherhood, I embraced Tama as my primary name to honour being atitsiak to my anânsiak.