
Bringing Mackenzie home: Paul Trottier reflects on 1,319-day journey to recover daughter's remains
CBC
Paul Trottier says it was the conversation he waited three-and-a-half years to have with his daughter Mackenzie.
But it wasn't how he planned on it taking place.
Mackenzie Lee Trottier was last seen by her family on Dec. 21, 2020, catching a ride-hail from their Saskatoon home.
On Aug. 1, 2024 — 1,319 days later — searchers recovered the 22-year-old's remains from the city's landfill.
Paul Trottier picked up his daughter's cremated remains from the funeral home after police finished their forensic work in early August, wrapping the container that held her ashes in a jacket and buckling her into the front seat of his Subaru.
He says he offered her a cigarette and said his piece to her.
"Three years is a long time, not talking to your child," he said in an interview.
"There was laughter, there was sorrow, there was remorse. All those things were part of the conversation.
'You're home. We got you home.'"
What exactly happened to Mackenzie Trottier after she left home that day — where she went, who she met, how she died — may never be known.
Today, Paul Trottier is not sure any of that is important.
"What mattered was getting our daughter home. That was the only thing we wanted at the end of the day," he said.
"A lot of people — media, friends and family, associates — they all ask the question, 'What happened?' It doesn't matter. She's not with us.
"It matters for the sense we don't want this to happen again. What do we have to do to ensure that those things don't happen? Let's try and figure that out, rather than spinning in nastiness."













