Trending: For Justin Bieber And Wife Hailey, "The First Year Of Marriage Was Tough"

Justin Bieber and Hailey Baldwin have known each other since their teenage days

Singer Justin Bieber, who has been married to American model Hailey Baldwin for over two years now, opened up about his marriage in a recent interview with GQ magazine. Terming his wedding as his "calling," the 27-year-old singer told the publication that he always wanted to "get married," but he also accepted the fact that the initial year of his marriage was tough. "I just felt like that was my calling. Just to get married and have babies and do that whole thing," he told GQ magazine. He then shared that "lack of trust," due to his past "trauma" made the first year of his marriage "really tough." Talking candidly about the phase of his life, Justin Bieber said: "The first year of marriage was really tough because there was a lot, going back to the trauma stuff. There was just lack of trust.There was all these things that you don't want to admit to the person that you're with, because it's scary. You don't want to scare them off by saying, 'I'm scared.'" Justin further shared that he spent the first year of the marriage "on eggshells" but he now feels that with his marriage with Hailey, he has something to look forward to. "We're just creating these moments for us as a couple, as a family, that we're building these memories. And it's beautiful that we have that to look forward to. Before, I didn't have that to look forward to in my life," the Love Yourself singer said.