Sushant Singh Rajput's Sister Priyanka Shares Pic From His Prayer Meet

"Finding myself in this god-forsaken world without you, I suffer from survivor's guilt," she wrote

Late actor Sushant Singh Rajput's sister Priyanka Singh shared a few pictures from a prayer meet held on his first death anniversary on Monday. She wrote in an emotional note: "To put it simply, life without you is not the same." In a note to her late brother, Priyanka Singh wrote about how life has changed in a year and added, "Your presence is now as visceral as it is vital. You truly have become immortal... like forever. And yes, finding myself in this god-forsaken world without you, I suffer from survivor's guilt." Priyanka wrote about dealing with the loss of her mother and then Sushant and added, "After mom's departure, we had inspiration to make our lives worthwhile as a tribute to her love. While your absence has rendered it totally devoid of any bearings, mercy or hope. The plethora of emotions that is our constant companion now, ranges from numbness, helplessness, hopelessness to desperation, anguish, agony and rage." She wrote of the ways she feels Sushant's presence in her life. "Though your physical form no longer graces this earth, you are ever so close and present in each moment of our lives- walking, sleeping, dreaming throbbing in us with every pulse of life," she wrote.