Jennifer Lopez Talks About Her Breakup With Ben Affleck, Says "I Was Going To Die"

Speaking on her relationship with Ben Affleck, Jennifer Lopez described her journey from heartbreak to "real love."

Jennifer Lopez, the American singer and actress, has termed calling off her initial engagement to Ben Affleck the "biggest heartbreak" of her life, according to Page Six. In a new interview with Apple Music 1, the "Marry Me" singer reflected on her rekindled romance with the "Deep Water" actor and recalled the pain she felt after they ended their first engagement in 2004.

"It was so painful after we broke up," Lopez, 53, told host Zane Lowe. "Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die."

"It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn't get it right. But now, 20 years later, it does have a happy ending. It has the most ‘would never happen in Hollywood' ending," the singer was quoted as saying.

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